Fran Fran Fran

Sky High Achievement

2011-09-08T19:12:00.007+08:00

Today he told me he had a HD for one of his assignment! Don't know if it's a first but I'm so proud I went out to get his favourite ebikko, tamago and ferrero rondnoir.. =)

One Step Closer

2011-08-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

Today, we all went around the park for a walk. All 5 of us, cause he has lots of health issues that suddenly came to realization after going for a medical checkup. We were all worried. I had a fun time today. =) just walking and chit chatting. First time ever the whole family went out for a walk together and all had jogging shoes! haha

Peanut Butter Cookie Monster

2011-06-23T10:29:00.009+08:00

I wanna tell you that I'm now at work. Alone in the room. That I got my pay check. That I hurt my finger while punching holes in papers. That I'm so hungry. That I'm doing this. That my nanny is sad and hurt. That I miss you. That I wish things were ok. I wanna know what you are doing. That you just woke up. That you had a dream. That I'm so cold yet so hot in this small room with a weird air con. That I wish things were ok. That you didn't have to think of that option you said you'd never think of. That'd we're still weirdly funnily loving. That I'm not wearing glasses just so no one would know I'm crying. That now they only give reserve parking to all the deans when they already hogged up our parking beside the court. That everytime my phone buzz and I know it's you. That after so long of silenting my phone, i unsilent it last night wishing you would called but you didn't. That everytime I see your name it makes me smile and gives me little heart races. That I painted my toes brown. That my colleagues are going to korea and I'm so excited for them. That of this 457 days I just want to be with you. That the only reason i posted my feelings on facebook is so you can indirectly know it's meant for you. That tom yam was so good after not having it for a long time. That apparently I was hiding something from a guy which I later told you what it was about and felt so much less guilty after I confessed all my lies. That I was all 'don't mess with me' because I was defensive. I wish, you didn't went off telling other people how you feel but I always asked you and you never told me. I wish I could tell you sometimes when I'm mad, I really am not. I just want hugs and kisses and for you to make me smile. I wish I didn't do the things we did and even if I tell you I won't talk to you, that's a lie. Because all girl does that to see if the guy would love us enough to talk to us again. I wish, me and nanny didn't have to cry and miss over our own guy whom we both says are worth it but called each other stupid because the one that really loves you will never make you cry.

I wanna see you smile, touch your pointy chin when you're lazy to shave, see you with super long hair and doing the hair flick thing, tickle your ear and tickle your tummy, try pulling your leg hair and you'd speedy-up and runaway, see your waking up grumpy face...

I wish... We would not have come down to this road.. But by being apart, may be the right option for you to be better and free. Trying very hard to prepare myself physically and mentally to be what I was before. For me, I would rather be in one getting my heart healed and broken, than none at all as long as it is with and because of you..

U.G.L.Y you ain't got no alibi

2011-05-02T01:03:00.003+08:00

I feel ugly.. not on my appearance or anything i just feel ugly in the inside. Like everything is dark and twisted and just ugliness inside me.

I wonder which cloud came and rain over me.

Dear Nanny.. I wish you well.
Dear Uncle Yoong Lee.. I wish we had more time to spend.
Dear Uncle Kelvin... I wish you didn't leave your children and wife just blank...
Dear Ah Ma.. I miss you.. so much.

Aummmmmmm

2011-04-21T14:32:00.002+08:00

So today I went for TYCYM short for TomYam Claypot Yee Mee. Me and friends love it and occasionally for me I will go back there to have it cause it's super awesome. I'm always stingy on having to park the car again and pay for parking but thought it would roughly be the same price since food in college is more expensive and here I pay for cheaper food, drink and parking it would be the same as what I will be paying as for in college.

Lots of after work of project to do.. Lots of reports... I'm trying to help out abit more by asking for more work from my dear head Abigail Ngai.. Cause i want to contribute and give dedication that I actually did something. pffft. Lots of sign ups as well.

Saw a tall cockroach following a guy in college today and me and nat thought it was the guys pet. Lol. Thought Silki how to use an atm machine ( I fell a bit useful lol.) Saw a super nice black matt bmw. *phewitt* constantly updating blog.. =D finding ways to not be where I don't want to be...

Teaching the boyfriend patience... lol. and now going back to work..

And the waja thing, I just thought like maybe those who drive wajas are just nice people.. I'm a nice person but I don't drive a waja.. So does that make me not nice? I dunno..

2011-04-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

I think some people, or either it's just me.. I might have a stereotype thinking other people have stereotypes about people and modified cars... Perceptions that I hear about people who drive or own modified cars, likes to speed, can't care less about being safe etc.

But recently I saw a modified waja pulled over and help a car which has fell to the side.. and today i saw another which pulled over to help send an injured guy to the hospital... so touching

ok sudden end. bye

Bibimbap ♥

2011-04-18T19:01:00.005+08:00

Today was the first time I tried bibimbap. It's awesome. Lol. In short my explanation for it would be it's korean fried rice? Well, to me it is.. It's awesome!! Thought I wish the egg was not half cook. I'm very anal about how my eggs are done. I like hard boiled eggs and scramble eggs. I do not like half or soft boiled eggs... Unless I get to mix it with something like stir it in rice or noodles..

Awesome bibimbap.. Well the one where I ate the egg was more cooked.. lol.

Event project is over but we still need to do post event stuff. Had moral exam today. Hope I pass.. 100 MCQs!!!

Another test this Saturday so I had to cancel my class. Going out for super early dinner today..
I promise I will check vanity dreams super often.. though I told myself I wouldn't shop but their clothes are so hard to resist!!!

Keep meeting this girl whom I met in Starbucks alot recently.. I know her name.. But when I see her Starbucks tend to come out first before her name.. So now I call her Starbucks.. HAHA get it?

Shane went for football and I hope we're going out for korean. Lol. Mondays shall be korean days. =)

Check out my video on my Facebook page. Lol. Kinda weird promoting a video where I'm in it.. Really.. But it's assignment.. so.

YIpee!!

2011-04-07T15:43:00.002+08:00

Blogging seems to tone down more compared to when i was in high school. Much have changed and much have happened.

I still wonder is 2012 really gonna happen? It's so deja vu-ish but then again not. pffft.

SO.. I am here, trying to get picture taking mojo back and to also tell you guys about.. YUBERACTIVE. I just requested for free samples in their website but then again felt guilty if i do not revive my blog then where would i review the samples? right??? I can't wait for what i have requested.. hopefully i get it. lol.

and my love and other drugs ticket.. i wanna win it too.. but nobody like my comment. pfft.

just letting people know, I use herbal essence for my hair. i totally super love it. i'm just saying cause ahem people say or i think people say i have nice her.
it's totally awesome and smells super duper good. I use hello hydration shampoo and conditioner then mix both color me shiny and smooth lovin' treatment kinda thing then end with long term relationship hair mask. i totally love long term relationship's smell. So good ending to the series of smell i have in my hair. lol. get it?

Shane, who is my boyfriend, restating cause i do not blog often pffft. just celebrated his 21st. he is now a man. hahaha. i kinda want a camera. i really miss camwhoring. where did my mojo go.. =(

I wish for all my wishes to come true.. or at least good ones. i shall stay positive and refuse to be unhappy..

I'm glad you held the lift for me. It's the greatest day of my life and I still remember it.. I love you! <3

A Burlesque pat on the back

2011-03-06T16:31:00.004+08:00

I forgot how much I love seeing pictures in blog. Only after I see the pictures then I like to read it. Kinda get the gist first. But if I don't really like what I see, I won't read it. So much has been happening and there's non stop of talking and chatting, phone calls and emotional days. Damn it. I just pressed control S for no reason just cause I'm used to it. And I did it again in a way unconsciously. Too used to it.

I really have not much to say. I tried getting my picture taking moments back but I guess I gradually got used to keeping everything to myself and really not having any time at all except on a Sunday which I also have things to do that I slowly lost touch on how much I love blogging last time. Nearly daily posts and just loving to share stuff. I read back my blogging and there was so much details that I wrote here I forgot how much fun I used to had. Really should try super hard.

In the mean time, everyone should give themselves a Burlesque break. It's the singing that I like.

2011-02-03T12:13:00.002+08:00

Hello! Happy Chinese New Year!

Didn't really felt like Chinese New Year until i started getting ready this morning. Was hesitating on what to wear but then again not like I would take pictures anymore.. Boo. =(

Spend lots before new year buying lots of stuff persuading myself that it's sale time.. And my injured toe apparently is very darn injured it needs medicine. I shall not say what it is but it's darn ugly.. and i spend 80 damn bucks buying the medicine. And after that I can't even use nail polish. I am so sad having a black toe sucks.

Kinda stressed out everytime I come home I tell myself I still have work that is not done yet and I really have no creativity for nuts. I like photoshop or drawing or illustrator when I have something to follow from instead of just taking the pencil/mouse and draw some fantastico thing out.

Darn. I really don't wanna be doing this. I know I am not the leader kind of person and I'm actually pretty fine with it. I'm better as a follower or an assistant not the 'trend setter'.

Gah. Shall stop complaining since it's new years! I wish there's loads to eat! haha

27th January 2010

2011-01-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hello! I've decided to write one of the mushy post because so many of you guys are asking for it! lol. (actually just two of you. =( my life is saddening)

So... since tomorrow is the date, I will tell you.. how i met Shane.

On the 27 of January 2010 (yes i remembered cause it was the first day of the time of the month), I went to college. And I have had the habit of holding the lift until I'm the last one out unless I don't go to the highest floor. So on that Wednesday, I was taking the lift with my friends to class to the 10th floor. Being the usual me I waited for everyone to go out and I'll go out last. But I wasn't holding the lift so I had to wait until everyone had left.

When nearly everyone HAD left, I was still there, waiting cause there was this random guy holding the lift. I insisted he go out first. And he insisted I did. It probably went on for the range of 30 seconds to 2 minutes. Both of us insisting each other to go. So I gave up, smiled and say thank you and went out the lift.

Then the following Friday, (I was missing on Thursday cause it was Vivien's birthday. I really wouldn't have remembered but there were just 'significant days' like period and birthday that week) I was at the mamak with my friends. And the guy who held the lift was there and he knew my friends too. So I just act cool lah, why want talk to him. ewww.. But at the back of me someone was smoking and I got a bit annoyed that it was so early in the morning and my hair was starting to smell like cigarettes already and the smoke was coming from behind me. The weird guy then offered me his seat which I thought was totally weird and had the 'just cause you held the lift for me, doesn't mean you're my hero or my boyfriend' bubble.

Next thing I know, I came home and he added me on facebook. The usual me would just ignore people i don't know but I just did. And according to him he has searched high and low for me in facebook but have to patiently wait for some of my friends to approve him as friend first. Cause he thick skin go add people he don't know also.

So we were quick friends. He was so weird after I knew him two weeks he ask me to be his girlfriend I wanted to punch him in the face. But I think if you ask him he would gladly tell you I rejected him 3 times too. Lol. First was two weeks after the lift incident, which was Valentines week, then two weeks after the Valentines week, and then like a month later. Ha Ha. In your face Shane! lol.

And now we have been together for 10 months, though at the beginning I thought and convinced myself that he was a total perv and a playboy because of rumors and judging him by his book cover. But now, I am glad to say I have never told lies to this boy. Not once. Besides surprises and occasionally twisting stories so he would side me. haha. Other than that I either forgot to tell him stuff or he already knows about it.

I feel so bad for bullying him sometimes. Dad always ask me to don't bully him so much. boo. =(

So... happy meeting you in the lift on 27th of January 2010. =D

we don't take alot of pictures but here's one! =)

Vanity Dreams

2011-01-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

OH OH! I FORGOT! If you ran into this crawling blog of mine, don't forget to head to http://vanitydreams.net/

Awesome stuff. Though promoting it to other people makes me feel like they will snatch the final stock that i want.. but still..It's newly open and have awesome stuff. =) Have fun!

Mandrake of the year

2011-01-23T11:53:00.002+08:00

So done with internship and getting ready for classes to start.

Nat extracted my 7 people thing and i was not implying to all abigail's. I'm just referring to what would happen if there were 7 of this same abigail that i know. That's kinda what i meant. Not all abigail. Just Abigail Ngai the mandragora. bwahahah.

And if you are in facebook now, go search for kl sogo, like it and click videos. then only look for one thing. Natalie Chai. Click on the video, see it and like it then click the like button then go and sleep. okay? okay.

I've been too used to staying at one spot that now when i'm suppose to not stay there is damn difficult. It is like another home to me with much more nicer feeling and appreciative-ness. It feels weird. Maybe it's cause i've been choosing one over the other. But I can honestly say that i did try and i have no idea what i did wrong it's like i pinch somebody and is sentence to jail.

Waiting for tomorrow as i kinda like classes though there's where the money going out starts. But i still love to eat. Not denying that i gain like a millions of kgs but i'm trying real hard to drink a damn sip of water and stay healthy.

2011-01-18T11:58:00.002+08:00

last week of internship. guess i made use of my holidays this time. but then again... would love to have a little break before class starts again. =(

it was fun working where i worked. i learnt new things, met new people.

promise myself that i wouldn't spend so much too! lol. felt like going to the shopping mall was a must everytime it's weekends cause i don't want to be stuck doing nothing all day. well it's nice to have a good rest but i thought that when i am 60 i don't want to think back and say damn my life as a teenager was boring. lol. but then again i don't go out. i just watch shows to release tension and have some fun.

can't wait to go back to class to also though. friends all there. assignments. bah. can't wait to graduate! haha. and.. i should totally let myself relax as it's gonna be the last 10 months for me to be nineteen. i still think i'm 19 cause it's just damn not fair that i only get to be 2 months 19 and 20 the next year. boo. =(

Work Day

2011-01-12T13:16:00.002+08:00

hello! i'm in office now blogging.. cause it's lunch time. and i have never leave this office for lunch at all except one time cause my mom sends food to me. yay! so i eat like 15 minutes and continue my work. efficiency lah me.

was going through my old post and damn was i young. still am but was younger and much much more emotional and like hating this and that. cursing guys or pretending to be happy for guys i like who have girlfriends. oh my god was i crazy.

thank goodness i turn out pretty normal now. well i'm only 19 what can i say. apparently there's many phases in life. and apparently there's 7 of each person on earth.like there's 7 nat, 7 ivy, 7 vivien, 7 abigail (god save the earth), 7 amanda, 7 eric and like there's 6 other people who looks like me walking on earth. yes.. cause.... it's such a small world but i saw another ms. mei. her looks, her gesture, the way she talks. i was like damn this is like ms.mei's twin sister. and her name initials is also m.y just like miss mei! omg she did mass comm too!! wahhhh

maybe i'd find the other 6 of me soon.

ooh. finish my lunch. after reading what i just wrote, damn i write alot of like.

my friend suggested that i should write a long post of me and shane. like how we met lah this lah that lah cause he stalk my blog and say that i was a good stalker last time.. well it's true especially when i have successful HHH. bwahaha.

maybe i would.. but it would probably grossify everybody. and the fact that i don't really update anymore and to the 1 or 2 people who still read, i don't wanna scare them off with a mushy post. haha. if i do... don't run away... =(

gonna start work again!

2011-01-03T19:11:00.003+08:00

Honestly, i'm not good at this constantly updating thing. Especially now. Have no time! Wake up, get ready, go work, come back shower eat sleep. and the same thing all over again.

Trying to force myself to update is even worse.

I have ditched my poor camera the last time i didn't charge it. No camwhore pics or new years or birthdays or outing pictures. I shall revive it!

btw. here's a really gross picture i took with my phone hence the mini size and un pro quality.

this was caused by running up and down in small and tight shoes. happened on October 31st. event day. But i didn't remove my nail blue nail polish until a month later and found out it was all blue. or rather black. =(

And i promise myself. i will revive my camera! woohoo! Pray i don't isolate myself. According to nat i am worser than nat. boo

I'm a mushy marshmallow.

2010-11-04T18:56:00.004+08:00

Hello! COMMFEST has been over and i think it turned out to be quite a success! I have a new like which is Famous Crew, Mustang Crew and Elecoldxhot!

Basically, COMMFEST is made up of Media Carnival and Mass Olympics. My sem was incharge of organizing the Media Carnival. We had a FEELosophy dance competition where Leslie was the winner of RM1000 cash. There was food vendors all over and blogshops too! We had Dennis Yin, Michael and Eric as our judges and all the dance were very nice! I enjoyed it so much I wanna watch the videos over and over again! I had so much fun. I hope everyone who was there did too!

Now that COMMFEST is over, I've got 2 more assignments due and then finals is here. Damn! That's so fast.
Now that i'm typing i can't stop and only realize i actually have quite alot to say.

Recently, I have been coincidently at the time of where I happen to see some of my friend's soft spot. I had this a-ha moment recently and got to realize some things that I know about my college mates all along but never actually remember to apply it. Like I know Nat likes mushrooms. All along i know. Everytime i see her eat mushroom, i'll be like oh she likes mushroom. But if someone were to ask me what does Nat like, I can't remember. so my a-ha moment is like i've registered it into her profile and now that if someone were to ask me what does Nat like, i can remember it's mushroom cause i registered it into her profile. get it???!

Today Abby did an awesome presentation about candy and people. She said Ivy is a jaw breaker, me a marshmallow, Nat a bowl of jelly beans and Eric is mint. I totally get it.. let me explain why...

Ivy is a straight forward and tough person. Tough as in with what she say and what she does she's not masculine. Hence the jawbreaker.

According to Abby, I'm all mushy and soft hence a marshmallow.

the picture she put! so cute! lol

Nat is a bowl of jelly beans because everytime you put your hand in to grab a jelly bean without seeing, you'd never know what colour or what flavour you get. It's like Nat! Different surprise everytime you look at her she's sure up to something new and something weird.

Eric... Sweet for first few seconds and totally minty later. Abby's definition "Eric can be super nice and hold the door for you.. and few seconds later he can be like 'FRAN CLOSE THE DOOR'. which i totally agree cause it's so true.. lol.

awesome pawsome.

I just don't wanna turn into a smore. =(

Yabedabedu

2010-10-18T19:54:00.004+08:00

it has been so darn long since i updated my blog and don't even remember what my last post is about.

recently i have been very busy running up and down because of our event commfest. not only me.. all my classmates. they have been even more plus plus extra busy. so anyways. my dear ling one day texted me and called me out for a shoot for her assignment.. i was soooo happy! but sad later cause... she say... i am fat. =(

some long time ago picture i found in nat's album. lol

woohoo! life is good now. hectic but good. and soon to be 7 months! teehee.

Ivy's birthday.

2010-09-21T19:35:00.003+08:00

Hey! This week is a busy week! Last week was my 'boss' punya birthday. so we all decided to dress up and after that we went on a camwhore frenzy.

Ivy dengan saya. Secratary-nya.

the bunch

nat (thenatstory.com) being her usual self

abrupt end

2010-09-11T16:36:00.002+08:00

i feel so bad everytime never update. lol! for now, there's an upcoming competition! please feel free to join for those who love to dance! my word limit has been minimized since this sem. bwahaha. i don't know why. i love to stay home and do nothing. or go out and do nothing also. don't fancy shopping as much as last time because everytime i tend to tell myself i got no money then in the end i will forget about what i wanted to buy and have much money at the end of the day! good way to save! but saw good stuff in sungai wang. ngek ngek.
anybody going to arthur's day?! tell me! it's on the 24th of september 2010 with timbaland, mizz nina, colby o donis, pop shuvit. but i heard timbaland is not performing and is replaced by flo rida. we'll see. =)

hurry go join this competition lah! up to RM1800 to be won!

Hippopomonstrosequipedaliophobia

2010-08-24T17:33:00.002+08:00

it is the fear of long words.. pffft.

today was a good day.. but when i headed to the library to borrow books, i couldn't borrow it with the machine and it got me pissed off and went to the counter to borrow it instead. and then the lady told me i had a book that i returned late and it was return on 7:22 pm. i said i've never stayed so late in college before and the book i borrowed was my previous semester subject. she said i might have drop the book in the return area instead of handing it over to the counter. i said no because i was always afraid of the fine hence i go straight to the counter and see them scan off all my books. i was told to look for the person in charge, went and got everything cleared without paying anything.

so i was still having the pissed off feeling inside but felt a little better. headed to the car. i found a note saying that i should park my car properly next time. walao. add oil on fire. i got pissed. circulated the car and it was in the freaking box not even over the line and some nice people said that the car was not parked properly. not that i want to cari pasal, but excuse me can you not see? it is in the box. not even the tire on the box line it is in the box with roughly 5 to 6 inches from both sides of the line. how better am i suppose to park my car. banyak add oil have to leave this kind of note some more.next time you ambil gambar see how lousy i park can lor. right betul in the box pun kena say never park properly. pffft.

2010-08-23T18:56:00.002+08:00

tons of happenings recently. now i'm so relaxed and yesterday i was ready to burn the midnight oil thinking there is an assignment due today but i have mistaken. college is getting pretty interesting and with nat and silky, we have had a1 tomyam claypot yeemee for 3 days straight! it is pure bliss. awesomeness just oozing out everytime we have it. lol. don't know what is it that makes us really like it besides the fact that we know every opportunity we have we cannot miss it since it's not available in campus. all the more we treasure a1.

i actually really miss my dear nanny, my dear sotong and my dear ling ling. i like where i am now but knowing that those were the days i can't go back to it makes me miss them more. and recently only i found out i had extra time. few sems ago i didn't know where did all my time go. this sem even with a boyfriend. pffft. i seem to have a little more time to spare for myself and sometimes till think back what the heck was i doing with my extra time last few sems.

it's 7 i already had 3 meals today. i don't want to diet or the idea of it because i like to eat and if i were to do that the resist would be harder. not that i am obese but i just don't really like the fact that in a week so many of my friends, cousins, auntie uncle all say i put on weight. pffft. dunno is good news or not also since from only my mom's side it is. cause last time when young skinny like stick always call me sao mang kai. so maybe not i gemuk abit she bergembira siao siao.

watching the little nonya these days with shane. last time when mom watch it i was like 'eh apa show lah not nice to watch one drama drama'. mana tau eat own words now i like it pulak. why does guang liang's song keep playing.. maybe it's just me but blogging looks more toned down for me. teehee no pictures because.. i never bring my camera out. soon i shall ber-revivekan you all with my face!

AND! today i found something in common with nat. lol. also i watch julie and julia. it was a good show borrowed from silky. woohoo!

i scared to die. =.=

whee!

2010-08-15T12:53:00.003+08:00

if i were to have the pets below, they would not fight or eat each other. the snake won't eat the dog then get killed by the fighting cock which fights with the monkey against the iguana...cause i'm gonna train them to eat on the dining table, say grace and call for mcds delivery.

=.= second week of class. everything is so so.. waking up early in the morning is really tiring cause i paranoid no parking.. parking in college is so limited hence named by nat - the carpark monster. this sem there's so much of practical stuff but somehow i manage to find more time to spare.. to rest and relax.. few sems ago, after class i have no idea just where all my time go.. maybe cause i stop lingering around school and just head home. =D

yesterday went out shopping with shane.. everything was so darn cheap! had super good food. bought mom some cds and 6 different hats. it was so tiring walking up and down but 10 bucks for 3 non-alcohol kampai is awesome! maybe i should've gotten more. T____T i'd get like 15 for only 50 bucks! one kampai with alcohol is already 13.90. so 3 for 10 is super duper worth it! some more i love kampai and the bottle. i don't even mind having kampai as a gift. it will be the awesomestest give.

no time for movies don't even have time for assignments. like i said alot of practical stuff. have been going out alot if shane cause i'm lonely at home... =(

teehee long lost cousin is here bye! shall start on assignments and piano later! lol

2010-08-09T19:48:00.003+08:00

tak tau hari ini buat apa pun. want to sleep only.... blog tak semangat, i tak semangat, college pun tak semangat. our sem like =.= not like sem 1 O.O

i now semangat to sleep lah. and i just found out something... this is my 500 post. never knew i can type so much online for consecutive years. nat sekarang ada new toy. time to berbonding with her... ngek ngek ngek.

Going back to memory college

2010-08-02T13:50:00.002+08:00

hi! it's been so long. pffft. i also don't know i sesat go where. today was the first day of class again already been notified with 3 assignments. me adele vivien abby and nat went back to a1 for lunch today. and the kakak recognize us. lol. she said wah lima bulan tak datang lor. mau makan tom yam claypot yeemee kan? she remembers.. maybe it's cause everytime we come a few bunch of us would order the same thing. it's just simply awesome

hmm.. what have i been up to.. went to mtv worldstage which i think suck cause katy perry only came out at 12 where there was each 1 hour delay between wonder girls and tokio hotel and tokio hotel and katy perry. went home at 12 i wanna watch katy perry. =(

few weeks ago we went gardens to bergathering for amanda's birthday.amanda, nat, ivy, kim chun, eric, vivien, abby, nat's friend ginny and sean all were there. shane came too. but it was later on. =D now i just waiting to watch leverage. finish watching big bang few weeks ago also, watched despicable me, salt, inception, toy story 3. all pretty awesome. but i don't like the big eye cymbal monkey in toy story. so creepy. teehee guess i'll maintain updating prob have more to update now. tata

2010-07-17T15:41:00.008+08:00

hello! cleaning my room now and found hidden treasures. probably affected by watching fool's gold yesterday. good movie. oh yeah watched inception too! it was a good movie. very confusing and complicating but if you get it it's good. =D so anyway, i found this artistic side of me. lol

tadah! it's a mess of scribblings but hidden is many names. lol. and it ended up looking like a shirt by coincidence.

this is kymberly (don't know where's the L)

this says debbie

this adele

and this sonia

last week, me and family saw the midnight flower. don't know what is the name and didn't exactly watch it bloom. it opens only at night and then closes. doesn't last till morning and every year only on a july it has flowers.

i just googled and i think the closest is Night Blooming Cereus. maybe it's like a relative or something. but the leaves looks a little same. oh well. gotta wait till next year july to see this flower again.

up and running

2010-06-29T16:57:00.003+08:00

i have not been online for quite awhile. definition of online is having any activity that shows i am active online. i'm not the kind that write alot on fb and don't really sign in msn so much since there's not really alot to talk somehow. went out quite abit last week to celebrate chin liang jit's birthday with sis. we had korean and i thought you nat. lol. cause she always likes those kinda cheap food but serve in big portion. especially if they're meat. i think. so we headed to ampang and it was the same place where during classes vivien drove nat abby and me to ampang for dessert! ate bbq and went to the dessert place so wanted to call nat and ask her what is the name cause i scared order wrong then everyone not happy if it turns out not nice. geez my typing sucks quite a bit so many errors must be the flaws of not updating my blog. pfft.

watch quite a number of shows i'm not usually a fan of series but watched glee, how i met your mother and big bang. tons of movies too like she's out of my league, backup-plan, toy story 3 and have yet to watch karate kid.

headed out to mv last wednesday to meet up with the nanny and had our usual kickin shrimp at tony romas <3 bestest shrimp evaaa. then headed to italiannies and had carbonara. about that i was kinda pissed because the lunch carbonara is 20.90 whereas the normal one is 29.90. so we ordered one carbonara and decided to share and then the waiter ask if we were gonna share. nanny said yes and ask if there is any difference and why do you need to know if we share or not. the waiter said no so the food came and we eat. but when the bill came it was 29.90. so i ask him why is it 29.90 isn't now lunch hour and i pointed out i want the lunch one. he says 'oh because you guys were sharing so i gave you the dinner portion' i wasn't happy about it but since we were already going leave i just left it there. i do not like that just cause we are sharing they automatically charge us 9 bucks extra when i pointed out i want the lunch one.

next time i would just say i'm eating alone. well if i ever go there again.

i actually have pictures i feel my blog needs a makeover. but pictures are in my sister's camera and since i either forgot to charge my camera or forgot to bring it, i've got no pictures. but i know next tuesday sure got. bwahaha.

quite happy that i've met up with nanny and lyz and saw ling not too long ago. just haven't see jing. and i've never heard from ivy or abby. i think amanda is on trips, nat and vivien are contact-able via their blogs and i gotta find a replacement for tomyam claypot yeemee and ginger tree's awesome fried mushroom and 10 bucks set of lunch. so hungry now. =(

let's just hope my muscles aren't too lazy to come blog and that my blogging mojo comes back for good.

2010-06-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

tak de semangat update. didn't have internet for a few days and now blogger is malfunctioning in a way.

2010-06-01T11:53:00.002+08:00

went out with lyz yesterday. yay! finally met up with one of my OLD friends. haha. darn skinny weh you. go eat cheese everyday! but apparently she's skinny cause she stressed about exams. =p oh well. so happy that i met her. bwahaha. can't wait to meet up with others. next is sotong and ling. but ling got assignments so maybe meet up with sotong first, then nanny or ling see who finish exam/assignment first.

woohoo. facebook is not working. so depressing. can't log in a million times though the internet speed is superb. oh wait it's working now. haha. ok bye.

Beyond Beyond

2010-05-30T15:25:00.003+08:00

yesterday morning i woke up and had a horrible breakfast. not really horrible but not really in my liking and breakfast i meant was around 11 something. added some black olives with the not so pleasant spaghetti and sat at the dining alone not really listening to the radio. had 100 plus with ice that doesn't seem to go well with my leftover heated up breakfast. it was quite a good feeling. just sitting there passing life. sounds like i'm gonna die.

exams are over, i think i might have said it already, i now have time to go out with my friends! thinking how to spend time and thought of me reading the nanny given by the nanny few years back. it's an awesome storybook, but i don't think i wanna read it again, perhaps invest in a new book. not gossip girl i stop reading them since the show came out cause i think it spoiled my imagination of remaining how the characters in the book look like. just what i feel.

i don't watch american idol but was told who is the winner. i think it's now the 9 season or something? pretty long way but congrats to the winner. ): suddenly feel that i'm very unsociable and probably have been hiding in a shell of mine that i recently found and lost when i was younger.

last day of exam we some of us went to ampang for more korean food and i probably got screwed by nat cause of some dressing thingy and s90 is awesome! csi ny new season has started and i have chuck mania chuck is so good! oh well i shall start planning outings soon i guess. tata.

2010-05-29T14:17:00.002+08:00

blogging is so not in the top of my list now but then again i have no idea what to do. went penang for a trip it was pretty fun, now gotta figure out what to do for 2 months holiday. now i'm free can go out with my friends. =D and those who have their christmas presents still rotting on my table. pffft.

went to carnival yesterday. damn freaking hot the place but not bad lah. quite fun. all i did was actually drink though. didn't eat much but bought tons of food back. have anyone been to the empire gallery near subang parade? omg. they sell wonka nerds and pods and everything junk imported. so awesome but so pricey. they sell awesome chips and snacks and cereals all at jaya grocer. didn't walk much at the other places.

i shall update more after i meet up with my kawankus. =)

Awesomestest!

2010-05-20T18:53:00.002+08:00

hehe. sorry very busy. tomorrow last day of exam. yay! i want go sing k but everyone like not so semangated.. =( in college itu natalie everyday laugh at me outdated. sedih betul.. new campus is not that awesome.. parking lousy. if raining can't walk to the car also cause no umbrella and park so darn far. so have to walk under the rain on rocky roads. food is okay crispy popiah is awesome but 5 bucks for one popiah is very pain to the pocket! i want to eat so much. indian rice, korean food (ampang and street cafe), popiah, chocolate, taroballs, pasta, go chillis, gelatissimo, sushi, tomyam claypot yeemee, pattaya, nasi lemak with mutton, pork noodles, kick n' shrimp, chips, awesome oregon fresh chips, carbonara, brownies, chocolate chip cookies, o jien, asam laksa. dammit. what is it with all this food.

but food is good.. so what to do. i live to eat. i shall start finding things to do for my soon to come holiday. can't wait. niahaha. my post is so boring i myself also falling asleep. i shall stop blogging. maybe. or until i find the mojo back.

2010-05-08T14:21:00.002+08:00

got gathering on tuesday but tak boleh pergi. =( sedih sampai tak tau express. just sat for practical last tuesday, was kinda tough because the time limit was 1 hour and had so much to do... there were confusion on the colours though, plus i was darn sick got fever the next day.

watched the losers the other day it is pretty good. Cougar is damn sexy! lol. and Jensen is just LOL. love that show.

that was written last week. pfft.

so today is the day that they have gathering and i cannot go. =( *super sad face* some more cooking carbonara, making brownies and got chocolate fondue. YOU SAY I JEALOUS OR NOT LEH!

i have been dreaming alot lately.. keep dreaming lakeside got mamak. woohoo! so happy. but mana tau wake up to find out it was a dream, i was damn pissed off. cause after i knew they had mamak i went searching for a1 a.k.a rouche. lakeside is so confusing lah. doesn't make sense and have mud all over with lousy parking. everyone hates the parking but loves the library. i think lah.

finals is next week then then then.... meet up with lots of long lost friends. i feel so sad that i didn't meet up with the losers weh. people like my nanny lah. the hibernating polar bear and the sotong under the sea. (just realize i got friends from land, the water and the ice. just need another friend from the sky. oh wait that's me. and another human friend is my twin sister elyse)

have been sleeping and eating lots lately and shall be back with awesome posts soon i hope.

Strawberry Fries

2010-05-01T21:33:00.003+08:00

Watched kick ass and iron man 2. both are awesome movies though i expected kick ass to be more funny and less gory. it was just okay but i like HitGirl more than KickAss. I just got reminded that I have exam next week and it is so frustrating when you cannot fit into the same pants again. Damn it.

I miss my college mates and of course besties. After finals i'm gonna drag you guys to be uhu glued with me. =D also during this break, all i have been thinking about was tomyam claypot yeemee and the thought of it not being in lakeside. I want mamaks in lakeside!! At least make sure the kakak that sells keropok leko is there... =( *and after i read nat's blog where she claims i go crazy and non stop with fried stuff, i myself just realize that. that i have weakness and love for anything fried. like fries and lekos and chips and softshell crab and whatever else that is deemed unhealthy and is fried*
also if you continue reading nat's blog, nat brought her nintendo DS to shut me up during the malacca trip so everyone in the car especially her can have peace and quiet. but then again, i don't think i am that noisy cause i usually don't know what to say. (haha she's not so evil lah. i assume she brought it besides for letting me to be more quiet, also cause she knows i love the game. right not nat?)

i want the old blogger where they had more options and my typing words would not look so horrible, where i can change the colours of things that i link and not have the html written out whenever i link somebody. i gotta change to something else if it stays the same. or maybe not since i seem to always be overcomed by laziness.

just a little update and i'm loving this break though i have not studied anything. at all. gonna start next week and cramp everything in my brain. very good two weeks, gonna have a good one this week. and damn shit i have no idea what happen to all my money. pffft. financially down shall go into hibernation and stingy mode. it shall work *cross fingers*

Malacca trip with the insanes.

2010-04-23T16:13:00.007+08:00

blogger is driving me nuts! dammit!

hello! how long it is since i've updated.

last week went to malacca with nat, ivy, vivien, amanda, eva, eric and kc. altogether 8 of us. it was fun and our two day trip was all food-enized. All we did was eat eat eat all the way! went in two cars and stayed at this place called twenty. the place was not bad.

so we met up at mcds and had breakfast there. everyone was comparing whos luggage was the biggest. *i still don't know* but i realize i carry alot of things that i didn't need. lol.

at mcds

so when we reached malacca, look for our place, ditched our luggage and immediately went 2 places for food. chicken rice balls, asam laksa and durian chendol. after that walked for awhile and went to this place to yumcha. they have awesome fruit smoothies like mango and banana. it tasted rich banana instead of diluted ones. walked jonker street and headed to buy o-jien. bestest evarrrr.

chicken rice balls!

durian chendol!wanna have ais kacang with tons of attap chee now though...

twenty

the room

along jonker street before the night started

the place that has awesome smoothies got a television aquarium. (:

the awesome smoothie place

check out the ketchup! lol.

jonker street

one buck popsicles!

vivien at the twenty living hall

nat and eva

ivy brought us to this place which has good wanton noodles. and she said everyone better order large cause the last time she came the small is very darn small. so everyone ordered large and none finished except for kc. we ate sooo much but it still felt like the ones we didn't eat can serve up to another portion of large.

before...

after!!!

awesome o-jien

later we went to some place for awhile which had creepy waters. and i just realized i have no idea where were all the places i went. i only remember how they look like. don't remember one single place name. after that we headed to the bar i think this place is called geographer. some of them had drinks then we headed back to twenty to have an awesome, tired, sleepy and pillow talk night.

geographer or whatever the name is

we were suppose to check out the next day at 11. so sleepy heads that slept at 4 woke up late. bwahaha. i found it so fun afterwards. rushed to have a shower in the cold with small running water... got ready and make sure didn't left anything behind. had breakfast at the place and we then went to this baba nonya place for lunch. then we walked the museum, headed to some place for awesome mille crepe cake and i think that was it... ohya! we went for a super awesome adventure to ampang!!! we had korean dinner...

both being gentlemens carrying our bags.

at the baba nonya place

heading to the museum

lol! nat and ivy

everyone!

at ampang having korean food

awwww

mandy and vivien

the to and fro trip i was occupied by nat's nintendo ds. cooking mama is just so darn awesome. we definitely had some of our crisis moments especially looking for places and walking wrong directions. but i think the drivers had the most crisis. lol. thank you manda and eric!! had a good time walking jonker street especially love the popsicles or ice sticks or whatever it's called. and it only cost one buck. things there are cheaper. even the mango/banana smoothie was only 4-5 bucks.. compared back here prob cost you 12 bucks. dammit.

credits to ivy, natalie, eric and amanda. mainly cause ivy and nat plan the trip, eric and amanda fetched everyone everywhere.

finally finished uploading the pictures blogger is driving me to hell. seriously what happen to the previous functions that i love. though i gotta admit that i don't have to move the pictures one by one is awesome but it still drives me nuts!
suddenly so happy that i blogged a long post. ahahaha. =) enjoy~

pants and everything else

2010-04-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

the downs i was referring to is starting to fill in. but i'm fine with it. cause if there's not downs, there's no ups.
i wore my pants upside down today. I didn't think it was still possible for a grown person to ever wear her pants upside down. my back pocket was at the front and i only realize it was upside down after i went to the toilet. i wore it upside for 4 hours. thank goodness i didn't go out and was at home all the time. (:

assignments are quite okay. not perfect but seeing it coming along is fulfilling. downs i have been going through lately are not fantastic, but i'm having some time for myself. just some me time to sort things out and sort my brain out. brain is starting to tangle and malfunction abit. so oh well, just gonna leave it till my brain untangles itself.

have been very tired also. found time to berbonding with my car but my sister already wash it. T_________T sorry car, you have been molested...

gonna try to sleep now. don't wanna look like a zombie tomorrow. ta

2010-04-05T10:34:00.002+08:00

April has started with good things and i hope they continue coming. darn. but i guess what goes up must come down. All my time has been dedicated to my dear assignments. Though there are many to be due, somehow i can keep a cool and find the itch to just do the darn assignment and finish it. =) *proud betul*

Sotong called me and still haven't meet up with her after years and your christmas present is still with me. =.=

I have been spending alot on i have no idea what and intend to decrease my spending to the minimum. Keep telling myself that i've got nothing to buy, or go out shopping with someone that shops alot, so when she buys, I help her carry all her bags. Makes me feel like it was me who shop so i won't buy anything and go home sad that i didn't buy anything but happy i didn't spend on anything. Make sense? If it doesn't, oh well, it made sense to me. =D

so yabeneway. i hope after this week, there'd be more things happening for me to blog like last year or 2 years ago... ): so sad to know i only blog nothing once a week. but i guess things are just the way they are.

Take the lead and rule the world. I want a damn jaguar.

2010-03-27T13:43:00.002+08:00

hey hey! this week banyaknya assignments! after this weeks' chaos, another week to come with more chaos! something has been wrong with my blogger options. i can't change my font colours anymore. not generally but when i wanna pick on words to change colour on. i can change font size, i can't change this and that yada. why are the options so little. and the words i'm typing out now is so weird. just hope it ends up find when i post this.

the new timetable has been driving everyone crazy! spending more than usual somehow with the much free time we have with eating, going around, eating and maybe once in awhile karaokeing.

24th march was one of the funniest day and happening day ever. had role play with funny and LOL scenes with pain on my toe cause an elephant step on me with her heels and plus the tension where i can't scream since i was on stage. i got called chopstick hair girl & frankie while everyone laugh at me. chopstick hair girl cause i was suppose to be a japanese girl and i really had chopsticks in my hair and frankie is cause my friend calls me that and everyone finds it funny.

had another presentation after and headed out for lunch. before that when manda was getting some juice for her car some dumbass guy drove his car off with the petrol gun still in his car while we girls were screaming and honking the shit out being paranoid. the guy just reversed, got down, talking on the phone, covered his petrol thingy didn't even say thank you and drove off.

had my dinner at 1 in the morning that day. other than that, it was happening. =)

back to assignments now. taroballs later and wanting to find a part time job. i just realize i love spending on people. and i shall learn to have patience like seriously. after my typhoon.

Food monsters!

2010-03-21T15:45:00.001+08:00

yesterday went out with sis to berjalan-jalan at mv.. we were monsters yesterday! had lunch at home, went there eat pizza hut (third time in a week i had pizza hut and i don't think i'm sick of it yet.<3) after that had shilin chicken (worth the price!) =D later had sizzling hotplate which is one of my favourites too! and then later had sushi!! hahaha so from pizza hut to sushi was between after lunch and before dinner! that's alot weh! i still love to eat! shall go out food 'shopping' with nat one day... p.s: the 3 pizzas and 2 burgers in one go champion. =)

i just felt quite relieved recently that i handed one of my assignments but then again seems like there's much more due this week.

i saw xiaxue's video of her wedding. so cute. haha.

pictures of my sis' birthday have yet to be uploaded. so gotta wait. =D

KC's birthday celebration

2010-03-20T09:56:00.016+08:00

On wednesday was kc's birthday but we decided to help him celebrate on tuesday. Had it in ampsquare pyramid with the bunch.

since eric brought his dslr, we snapped tons of pictures. some of which were just in class photos.

nat with her half goldfish face.

who says eric is a nice guy? look what he's doing!

ivy

........................

jeremy and abigail

nat and her failed starjumps. =.=

the adorable nat

silky and vivien

silky and ivy

birthday boy and his present

amanda

silky and abby

nat being her usual self

kc making his birthday wish

everyone! excluding eric

bromance!

vivien and kc. birthday boy insisted on feeding everyone =.=

ivy being the other side of her self. XD

after all the chaos headed back to college for assignments. rosakkan betul!
long time since i uploaded so many pictures! glad to see my sanctuary being filled again. =)

picture credits to nat and eric's camera.

2010-03-13T13:54:00.002+08:00

elyse. this is proof.

<3 fran =D

Post its!

2010-03-11T08:44:00.004+08:00

hi. this is an ad for post it notes by natalie chai

last paper today and going college soon after i get ready. after this continue assignments since they're never ending...
why when i tell people what i study, all they do is sarcasticly wish me good luck and ask me how many assignments i have left.

can't wait to sing k. =D

halo

2010-03-08T16:13:00.004+08:00

having mid terms now.. just finish 3 papers today. don't even wanna talk about it. another paper on thursday. after finish mid terms, no break, continue with more assignments...
today wasn't a very good day for me. hit myself with my own bottle, was late, trip 3 times and the worst part is natalie saw every single time of it. today is just not so good. hope tonight will be awesome. =D

few weeks back, natalie did a picture. in her blog, she titled her post as vampire..

the picture means that i'm the vampire, sucking blood/bullying her and she's the innocent one/my victim. this is so not true and it's actually the other way round. but the point is people never believe i'm the victim.

charting
cause & xxxxxxxxxx effect

2010-03-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

that day went out to dinner in klang with cousins and family.. then i saw 'lai ming' there! (lazy open njstar) woohoo!!! so happy.. haha. whole dinner i so gan jiong cause i wanted to take picture with her. lol. so i took and she's so cute laa. lol. if you don't know who she is... she acted in the money not enough 2 one. the jack neo film.

currently want update bout this first.. got another lunch that i haven't updated. =D

Sane

2010-02-22T14:59:00.012+08:00

some pictures on tuesday outing with the unbalanced community (named by nat)

me and manda a.k.a cookie owner

nat

ivy

jeremy

manda, ivy, jackie
me, nat, eric, zhaf

went over to baskin robbins for some dessert.

don't want ivy leaving early..

everyone! oh well, nearly everyone...

oh well! that's half of it... when i get the rest then i'd prob upload them

BYE

zhaf, nat, fran, jeremy
four awesome bloggers. (=

Paviiiii

2010-02-16T19:37:00.003+08:00

HALO!!!!! happy chinese new year and belated valentines.. =D Much to update since it's chinese new year.. firstly i would like to say.. I thought first day of cny was monday, and got confused today was wednesday when it's only tuesday and thought monday was tuesday. I was confused for few days and going one day ahead. so confusing.

lots of gathering and definitely lots of food.. today just went out with the bunch. ivy, nat, eric, manda, keith, jeremy and zhaf. manda and keith berpartner partner. so total got 9 of us. we went to pavillion for a good lunch. nice food but portion so small. tak kenyang also.. then went to br31 for some dessert after that some balik rumah some went shisha. i stayed ate chips while others shisha talk crap and walk around. was home round 6 ish 7. i'm waiting for people to upload the pictures but all the aunty uncle very slow.. so have to wait lor.. haha

i've got some pictures but i'll just wait for the rest and post everything up together and the line's really slow now..

bye!!

oh btw... ivy say my make up skill got improve abit compare to the first time.. SO HAPPY LOR!!! *gan dong* some more people got qualification one lor... say i improve... super happy!

btw. i forgot to mention.. nat ran up a going down escalator today when she's in heels.. what do you call people like that?? awesome and lucky. awesome cause she's got the guts to run up.. as for me, i don't cause i'm afraid i would fall again. lucky cause.. she didn't fall running up in heels and fast enough to reach back. did i say she did that twice also? haha.

Semalam I call you, you tak answer..

2010-02-12T16:38:00.003+08:00

yippeeee!!! holidays has officially started!! woohoo!! super busy with assignments, now i'm done! not really done but get a break from deadlines. =D went to national library with ivy today.. wasn't very fruitful.. and the weather is so hot!!!!! wanted to head to mv to get more books, but the traffic was just bad! so we went for taroballs! =D delicious~~~

been on a zee avi craze thanks to silky! check out bitterheart which most of you probably have heard of... kantoi, just you and me are quite nice too!

I wish it's snowing...

sudah 02.36am

2010-02-10T02:36:00.000+08:00

I only have one thing to say..... NOW IS 02.36 AM. the last time i remember that i slept this time was probably when I was form 4... those who know me well enough know that i go to bed early.. why am i up so late anyway?? cause lecturers like to put all our due dates together....

lepas ini, have to continue work on assignment.. and i usually wake up at 5.20... today = no sleep.. and whole day class tomorrow. OMG!

2010-02-08T16:45:00.002+08:00

have been super duper busy. rushing with assignments, fund raising event just passed, ate korean food today, not enough sleep, late to class, super busy, super stress, need to finish assignments, due date is wednesday, made new friends... yada yada.. pretty much sums up my few days.

what else want me to say? wait for after assignments and cny happy days ler.. woohoo!

2010-02-02T23:06:00.003+08:00

Definitely bombarded with assignments. What else more to say?? I have been extending my going to bed hours these days. Extending in a way sleeping later but waking up earlier. Apparently lecturers love to put due dates as close to each other as they possibly can and I now have 4 pending assignments out of the 5 subjects I'm taking.

Been keeping in touch with loads of people nowadays. All my eating schedule also terbalik. btw.. please go read this blog. It's super super duper cute! Miao this blog is damn awesome. super cute also.. some more tiger year, cat species ma.. go read ya. I'm promoting his blog cause I like to read also. LOL.

2010-01-31T13:22:00.004+08:00

Today pass so fast! Now is already lunch time. Probably cause i woke up at 10 had brunch at 11 and did idtp at 12, bergoyang kaki at 1. and now it's 2.
I feel that I have accomplished quite some things today though. But lots more to do. IMC, AW..
Internet has not been very stable lately. I feel my time were not wasted though. Doing more things than usual somehow. I just counted and have 14 assignments this sem. OMG!

Oh ya. I feel like I need a new name head/name plate/header for my blog. fran fran fran sounds so fran-etized.

I realize i always don't know how to end my post. always abruptly. so.. BYE

Ramble Yabble Babble PAINNN

2010-01-30T20:33:00.003+08:00

yesterday me and sis had like word confusion. i asked her where she wanted to go for dinner and she said green tea near my school. I thought she was asking me to drink green tea for dinner so i ask her again. she say... is green leaf.. mana tau, she meant ginger tree.. on our way back, we were talking about milk. and she say she love to drink goodyear milk. i say yayaya i love it too.. after long talking about milk, i suddenly said.. eh! goodyear is tyre.. not milk... suppose to be goodday milk.

btw, if you happen to watch tv and ran into movies like holes and disturbia, they are actually quite good shows. both by shia labeouf the transformer dude. some might think holes is boring but i think it's okay, just needs patience to get to the end of the show.

I've been super texting again recently and i saw nat's post about vivien's birthday.. i wasn't there! kena tagged by nat as typhoon mama francisca though.

assignments are super confusing this sem as i feel they are pretty much not properly addressed and i am lost. or maybe i was just not paying attention.

mohican is awesome. thanks to jase. i wanted to say something after i said the mohican thing but i forgot. i am going to go. BYE

2010-01-29T05:55:00.002+08:00

yesterday was vivien's birthday everyone decided to go for karaoke. I was quite hype cause the last time i went was last year's last day of sem. Mana tau, wake up only got present for me. Aunty visit so i decided to stay home. whole day nothing to do can't even watch tv, my only outside world yesterday was through all the text messages. But some also i lazy to reply.

I feel so sad cannot celebrate vivien's birthday. haih. dui bu qi la vivien looo.

Running around

2010-01-23T18:06:00.002+08:00

I went out with ah yeh today. Went to street cafe for lunch. I love the noodles. Maybe I have not yet tried real korean food, but that is good enough for me. The soup is so awesome that few hours after eating it, I always crave for more.. With the sweet beef and just spicy enough soup.. Woohooo!!! Nothing beats it.

I went shopping in pyramid. Super shopped cause I already know what I want. I thought I would have spend more but I spend 50 bucks less than how much I brought out. But that's cause I didn't buy some stuff too. It's k. I have fun!!

Except for the part I went to toilet. The toilets in pyramid are generally quite clean. But the one near A&W.... Oh Lord!!!!! I saw papa cockroach and mama cockroach and their four little children.. They are the small kind of cockroaches and the little ones are like super mini. There's no use going to the toilet next door, cause I tried it before. I went to the first toilet, saw cockroach, ran to next.. The same cockroach I saw ran to the toilet I was in. Even I went the last toilet also got another cockroach. I am not trying to mencaci-kan pyramid's image.. But... there might be a cockroach 'nest' and cockroach is the least people tend to tolerate. Well, maybe not everyone but people like me. Makes me feel like I can pee in peace.

I still like to shop in pyramid la despite the cockroaches. I now want to eat the korean noodles again and why is portals not working!!!

Blah Blah Blah

2010-01-21T07:52:00.002+08:00

Seeeelaaaamattt seeeejaaahhhttteeerrraaaa ciiiiikkkkggguuuu. Back to college since Monday. Was quite feeling the jive already but not expecting so quick that on the first day, to be bombarded with assignments. Things have been going okay. It's good to see my friends again. The bond of love between the food was there again. haha. No love is sincerer than the love for food.

Pretty much nothing to say. I just want to know who is sfm. I still have lots of things to be given away i.e: christmas presents. I know it's so long ago, but didn't really had the chance to meet up since i was working.

Gotta catch back my feet and start running for everything now. I don't wanna be left out with assignments and college.

The little things.

2010-01-17T00:37:00.001+08:00

yesterday, friday, i said bye bye to my lonely corner... since i'm going to start class, have to stop work lor.

the table where i work, sleep, eat and text.

i hand peel the corn.. satu biji satu biji.. for my beloved mom and sis. i'm such an angel... *halo* haha

on a hot day like today, make myself a passion fruit 'bubble tea' without pearls. cause sell all already. ):

and put it on a coaster me and my sis made for my mom. =D (yes. made. it's an iron on)

btw. i got crisis.. if you can help leave a comment i will find you.

i finish everything just left this three! it's giving me headache. if you know how to solve this tell me. eh. but not like can teach me also. omg. sad betul.

i guess gotta leave it like that....

Mouth full.

2010-01-16T11:29:00.002+08:00

mom has a friend who is a teeth surgeon/dentist. and she told mom that there's many cases where she had to take pencil, chopstick or light bulb from someones mouth. (many cause to her is now quite common)

it happens when people are usually writing, or when people bite the end tip of their pen or pencil, and someone comes from the back without realizing the person has got a pencil in their mouth, pushes their head down just for fun. and the pencil gets stuck from the mouth right up till their nose.
the chopstick one also something like that but ended up near the brain or something. so had to open up the skull to take out the chopstick.

the light bulb is the worst. don't know why did the kid put the light bulb in his mouth, the light bulb shattered inside. so my mom's friend had to take out the pieces of light bulbs. but everytime pull one piece sure bleed alot. the kid died.

i will now not touch/push people's head. especially from behind.
and i hope after you read this you also won't do that to people anymore. so scary.

That shrew is a miasma.

2010-01-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

my job is not the most fantastic job ever lah. but when i get bored really shit nothing to do..
so.. i read dictionary. LOL. i myself never think i would read dictionary also.

i have learn few words when i flipped through the dictionary
shrew is for a foul mouth woman. (might come in handy someday when want to marah people)
asphyxia is to suffocate with bad gas.
miasma is bad influence or bad environment.
John Doe is for anonymous person. always use in CSI one so this one i already know. haha

see so good. i flip through all these words maybe one day can use in essay some more.

nat came up with another awesome description for kawaii-ness saya. apparently i am still a siew mai half eaten by a vegetarian and left on some tower.

100110

2010-01-10T12:57:00.009+08:00

i was going through my photos and here's some memory stuff i found.

sangat ber-high school.

=D

every single picture means everything to me.

Green labelled.

2010-01-09T20:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the first time i experience where i offered someone a cookie and was rejected very.. erm.. seriously.

yesterday went for some gathering and it was quite fun. =D i was busy babbling everything where no one even me, understood what i said. and i made two new friends! so happy. not that we weren't friends before but we never talked. anyway i had no ideas about the labels until jase told me there was blue black and red. and later on some mysterious uncle appeared with a green. lol. i just googled and found out there's gold too. haha
after the bottle came everyone was just kaboom.
prob went home at 1 and slept till 11. can't wait for february 7!

Lullaby

2010-01-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMLv7hyjBa0

by Pat Stevens
i thought this video was quite nice. saw it on hallmark.
caution: abby if you see this don't see the video. you might cry till no end. lol.

i hate being the one to change outing plans. i was prepared to go out for a good day tomorrow. but everything is never what it seems

I love the tintinnabulations!

2010-01-06T19:03:00.004+08:00

i saw the dictionary having this word tintinnabulations. and apparently it means the tinkling of bells. didn't know this word even existed..

the cake my sis and me baked vs the cake my cousin bought.

this bee look like it died trying to sting someone. can see the sting??????????

and paterfamilias means the head of the family.

I AM IN A VERY GAN JIONG MOOD NOW CAUSE ELYSE IS ERM.. TELLING ME STORY. BUT SHE TYPE SO SLOW. BYE

Malay you tau cakap tak?

2010-01-04T18:51:00.003+08:00

today go work so cham. All the tantrum all kena throw to me or happen around me. some more all different people. Kena laugh i dunno how to speak malay..

Fran : Harlo I am Lim from xxxxxxxxxx
A : HAR?? Siapa ini?
Fran: Saya dari xxxxxxxxxx
A : Oh! itu xxxxxxxxx punya ah?
Fran: yaya. Saya mau nama kamu untuk xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
A : You tak tau cakap bahasa melayu ah? *laugh*
Fran : Tau. Tapi saya tak fasih. Saya mau nama kamu.
A : xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Fran : HAR??? boleh.. erm.. spell tak.
A : har?
Fran : Bagaimana spell?
A : har?
Fran : err.. err.. eja.. bagaimana eja..
A : OH SPELLING AH
Fran : yaya.
A : xxxxxxxxxxxx. itu saja ah? *laugh*
Fran : yayaya. terima kasih ah. terima kasih. bye bye
A : okok. *laugh laugh*

I know got alot of har here. but really that alot. and i have no idea how the word fasih come out also! after that when i wanted to ask for spelling. the word eja cannot come out i was so stress.
fuiyo. today super banyak berbuang tantrum sini sana.

i must be fluent in my malay! walao i feel so sad like i lost touch with my bm. T__T
i need to buck up already.

2010-01-02T09:51:00.006+08:00

I've been seeing alot of 'meaningful' number plates. like WTH or WTF or MAD or NAT.

yesterday me and my sis saw an ad for phones and all and she wanted to go take a look. so we went then jalan jalan, and on our way back, we were at a traffic light. so the car beside us was like wayyy past the white line. but what was funny was that a motorbike police came, and the car beside us automatically reversed! it was so funny and atm joke.

i broke my own record of playing beginners minesweeper. haha. so proud! it used to be 7 seconds for the beginner stage, and few weeks ago... i did it with 4 seconds! yay!

nat last day of exam.

Hello 2010!

2010-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy new year!

People I need to meet up:
Jing
Ling
Sunshine
Nat

Cause i got things to give.

2009-12-29T08:33:00.001+08:00

Good morning people of erm. Oz? Just finish helping my sister make the pearls for bubble tea later! Woohoo! Just finish playing a game that has the Oz word inside yesterday.

That's all la. This post just for fun.

Bubble Tea

2009-12-28T19:29:00.004+08:00

Honestly I think I had a fair share of experience in making bubble tea. I have been helping my sister make bubble tea for this tennis tournament in jalan duta. It's tiring but fun. Making bubble tea is not the easiest job in the world. The 'pearls' are many people's favourite and it takes probably 2 hours or so to make them perfecto! The ice blended thing is quite okay you just need a good blender.

For those who don't know this is bubble tea. And those black stuff is pearls.

The worst part is that when one customer comes, others all come too! and we are definitely NOT professional bubble tea makers so that is tiring. The fun part is when we get home knowing we sold enough. We are not looking to make profit but selling more definitely makes one happier right. I took few days off work but have been very 'hardworking' too. I drop by office once in awhile to clear off bills or anything that is on my table. Apparently I have lots of things lined up for me yet I'm taking another two days off.

Anyway continue talk bubble tea. Nothing much to say also la. just that it's awesome! =D

New year is here. Super fast weh. Like everyone and anyone that says. 'So fast end already!' 'Suddenly hor! So fast grow up!' Aunty aunty favourite is 'wah big boy/girl already'

On another note, it's not often you see a 15 year old boy or teenager saying thank you to his father.

Boxing day

2009-12-26T11:29:00.000+08:00

Today's boxing day! and my mom's birthday! Apparently boxing day is named cause people were boxing things. or something like that. Much cleaning to do after awesome dinner last night. And people is gonna come see our house cause mom wants to sell it which i think is shit since practically my memories are in this house. And the none of my friends has been to my house. Besides elyse debbie and cathy. Damn effin sad right. lol.

Our chocolate cake was the best weh. Though it wasn't the nicest looking. I need more storybooks to read life has been so boring stucked at work. Sis having an event tomorrow and we are gonna go make bubble tea. LOL. Just hope it tastes ok and we're speedy enough since me and mom are non-pro bubble tea people.

I seriously need to have an event or outing or i will just rot.

Christmas Day

2009-12-25T11:26:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! I got a giraffe that looks like me for christmas. erm. I have no idea what else to say. oh ya! Happy birthday again qian chen. I've got gifts for people but probably i would save it for next year like what elyse did to mine. haha.

I love snowman.

2009-12-24T19:16:00.007+08:00

Today i call sotong. Mana tau, she sleeping. Then later i call nuratiqah then we berbual bual. After that i didn't know whether to call the polar bear or not. cause she 24/7 hibernate. I scared i call her she baru went to sleep. I decided to call anyway and she was awake! then we just chat also lor. haha

so no direction today. everything done very very aimlessly.

mv with the ganas driver last week.

attended wedding

my paparazzi friend

also a funeral with no pictures.

Other than that I have been making friends with the radio.

Merry Christmas.
Happy birthday qian chen.

2009-12-20T19:42:00.002+08:00

My mom is awesome. She makes good food and makes good soup which i can't live without. She makes all the curtains in the house and all the cushion covers. From scratch. She sews all my jeans if it's too long and even made herself many butterfly clothes. She is not computer smart but is smart enough to watch her own movie through the internet. She doesn't have a blackberry but can call and now knows how to text. Her english is not powerful but her cantonese is awesome she can scold you in erm.. idioms. that's the word! maybe lots of people can but i can't so she's awesome that she can. My mom may not be perfect but she's perfect enough for me. and prob my dad. haha.

Just a rush over. Pretend it's her super early birthday wish and super erm. early mother's day post. Love you ma! bye bye.

2009-12-18T17:55:00.002+08:00

Hi kawan-kawan yang dikasihi. I have been carolling for the whole week! super tired, missed out on lots of sleep but it was worth it. I have additional carolling next monday and tuesday again. Gonna go help out some place that only have 5 people to sing. so sad.
Family friend passed away also.

Super duper busy and can't make it for the phool party. work in the morning and carolling at night is enough to keep me near... dead. not much happening lar.

I got a tad of new stuff though. Not been spending much but have been getting quite a number of things. Don't know why. Maybe cause i was super angel. haha.

Can't wait for christmas and january and chinese new year.. after that.. long time more for celebrations.

to the B's... =D

2009-12-11T18:10:00.002+08:00

Everyone has got things to update on their blog. Even ivy also got updates and she is not one that updates very often. =( And i don't. so saddening.

What have I been up to? Besides working and carolling everyday, nothing else i guess. Carolling practice is enough to get me excited! Next whole week I'm gonna go carolling. And on friday is a wedding lunch and carolling at taipan! yay! apparently someone invited us. I don't think we are super good, but good enough and our songs are pretty much jazzed up by jas. so yea. can't wait!

I've been dying to do illustrator cause I am paranoid that I would forget how to use it. I love illustrator cause it gives me a good headache with good result. Does this make sense? anyway i'm going out with the super annoying c.c tomorrow. It seriously has been centuries since i last went hang out with my friends. I couldn't even make it to the pavillion trip with ivy nat abby and manda cause i went singapore.

I am stress that I've got nothing to do!

Cuteness exposed.

2009-12-05T23:21:00.004+08:00

hi. i sangat miss you. hari hari tak jumpa, sedih sangat. hari hari berpisah, lagi sedih. saya tak mau lepaskan mu! tak mau lepaskan setiap saat yang ku dapat berada di sisi mu. kamu ialah sumber hidup ku. blog sayaaa!!!

haih. i feel so bad that i've got no time to blog cause i'm busy busy busy! with i have no idea what. few updates. mom put brandi in everything she cook yesterday. went out with mom and sis today. carolling coming soon can't wait. going out with nur next sat. need to find when is jing and ling free. i got gifts for people. not really christmas or birthday gifts. just gifts la. going out with mom again tomorrow. and i am super in the christmas mood! wooohoo!

apparently i'm so 'cute' i get text like this. Hi fran you are so cute you look like dried siew mai on top of a dead tree in an abandoned desert. Awwww how sweet. I didn't know i am so cute i practically look dead.

i don't really hope christmas comes fast cause i kinda want the christmas kick staying. I miss kawanku semua. yep. all you semua that think i miss you, i do! maybe not all.... haha.

i will TRY to update more. I know it's the hols and i'm suppose to be doing alot of activities or something.. but ohwell. I just have a less. erm. exciting life. bye!

Hold it don't drop it.

2009-11-29T15:28:00.010+08:00

had dinner like last sat with the family at amcorp. genius korean food.

went and help lyz on sunday with her stall. wasn't much people. but i had fun somehow. i was on desperado mode that when someone comes and see the clothes i'd be superrrr excited.

that vl poster. OMG. she told me like friggin late and i just did in like 5 minutes. didn't even cut it properly. but it turned out not bad. i think. just that it looks bit halloween-ish

she didn't let me take much picture. so this was the only one of her. haha

steamboat tonight! but hungry now. can't wait till night.

btw. i super miss all my friends. i really wanna go outing with you guys but i'm stuck at work. sorry ling, jing and nur. i don't miss my college mates much. hahahaha. actually i do. cause this whole year i was seeing their faces like every. single. day. i miss __________. include your names there. lol.

November 22.

2009-11-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

it's her birthday so i kinda restrained myself from posting other pics.
you either laugh or suicide when you hear this person talk.
she is the funniest. her actions and thoughts and mistakes are so funny you'd remember it the next time you talk about natalie chai. we find interest in little things but people seem to think i am immitating her.

i would say 'start behaving your age' but i don't think i am the most suitable person to tell you that. lol.

anyway, happy 19th birthday!

there is a reason for posting at this time. but sudah lepas satu minute. T__T

Berbangga

2009-11-21T23:03:00.001+08:00

my assignment got chosen to be put in media hub. =D proud! bengkak mata, sakit tangan all worth it!

Singapore trip

2009-11-21T15:23:00.039+08:00

hi! i went down to singapore for like 2-3 days with my parents for visiting

so we left at prob 6.30 in the morning and there goes our 304km journey.

bangun sangat pagi.

we headed to seremban first since my dad wants to beef noodles. why must go seremban? suband don't have meh??? got. sure got. but nothing beats this. tell you why later.

anyway! this is an old car meter thing. and after i put the coin i was looking for the button to press then the paper will come out. but i look up look down why don't have!!!!
mana tau. this one is individual meter. means you just put coin. no paper one.

sudah sampai pasar besar seremban.

morning market.

the beef noodle shop.

it's located in the market and it has been in business for around 60 years. three generations. and my dad has been eating it since he was 10. the beef noodles is just the best!

our family favourite ngao lam fun

after that we left seremban and headed down to johor. we met up with my cousin and she brought us out for lunch.

some steamboat fish soup and side dishes. the soup was heaven!

we went to the immigration center which was like a maze, walk until kaki patah.

and this was the first time i saw a tree that grows. erm. flat-ways

after waiting for one and half hours for my uncle to come pick us up, and waiting with the rain, reach the place and saw paige! she is super adorable but doesn't wake up much. she only wakes up to eat or she crapped.

this is a nice gardenia bread. butterscotch. taste nice just eating like that. malaysia only tesco got.

like that sudah satu hari. next day, morning don't know what did i do. straight away jump to lunch. we had chicken rice.

it rained for very long when we wanted to head to northpoint and sembawang

taste like baileys.

the little one.

awesome curry puff made by neighbour.

scary amount of birds

after crab lunch, back to the immigration maze and started our 304km journey back home.

home sweet home never dies off.

2009-11-19T11:41:00.002+08:00

hi guys! i'm in singapore now and will super update when i'm back!

paige is super small size and adorable!

and nat! i can't find where to register the subs.
have fun today. T__T

wait! I found it already. register all except the 3 main majors right?

I am beyond bored.

2009-11-16T13:56:00.003+08:00

i already finish my burger shop game. i started playing only yesterday night and i'm done with it today. i am broke and very bored. I need entertainment la! activities! anything to do besides sitting down in front of the computer! carolling practice is starting tomorrow! can't wait! so in the christmas mood. have been playing christmas songs these weeks.

on the 22nd, sunday is smells like teen spirit day. this is an event held by segi college for well. teens. lyz will be opening a store to sell some of her things and i will be there to help her! you can go see her blogshop here also! (i'm such an angel. lyz i know you'll agree cause you want me there! haha) so come JOIN US JOIN US (like what mr.ben use to say) there's futsal i think, red bull, and i don't know what else. it's this sunday at usj1 dunno what place. LOL.

i said i was beyond bored ma.

2009-11-15T15:37:00.009+08:00

Selamat hari jadi kepada Jonathan Lai. =D sudah sangat tua. i might not be the most appropriate person to advise you this but... don't be so emo la. hahaha

anyways. EXAMS IS OVER! YAY! it was over last friday. just pretend it's a very delayed exam-over happiness. i don't know what are my plans for this two months holidays. work seems to be very errr long since i have some places to go. but yet i do feel like working and oh well let's just call this 'it's complicated'.

so after exam on friday, we went to karaoke! we went neway. nat, ivy, vi, abby, manda and me.

my 247 exam tool.

the eat-first three. including me four. =D

the sing-first duo

i pay 15 bucks i get chinese/western soup, a main meal, fruits and drink and karaoke! wooohoo!
so 'dai' right?? ( dai means worthy)

Prison break!

2009-11-12T17:07:00.012+08:00

pictures stucked in my camera are now released! =D

nat and ivy during our icc presentation.

i always order this when i go street cafe. =D

on the way to 1u to meet up with su. ping. ting and lyz.

at su's.

all blur pics. since i was laughing non stop. and my camera is super sensitive.

just filling my blog up with some pictures.
going back to study mpp now.

last paper! yay!

Insect brains.

2009-11-10T12:19:00.002+08:00

a cat ate my ikan bilis few days ago. climb in the window, push down the cover food thing. then eat all the ikan bilis. OMG! i love ikan bilis one leh. luckily never eat my petai.. if not i cook cat meat eat.

anyway, i did an experiment. francisca's social understanding experiment

aim: to investigate whether people understand what i say

apparatus and materials: hands, eyes, brain and phone

procedure: 1. text ivy. ask her this friday got sing k or not

observation: ivy don't know what francisca say. francisca also dunno what ivy say.

conclusion: people don't understand what i say.

i didn't texted her to do the experiment la of course. i really wanted to ask her. mana tau her reply like don't make sense. then when i resay what i said i got a "YES I KNOW! i know la." reply. i felt so funny when i got the reply i cannot stop laughing.

saya begitu susah to faham meh?

and nat has super short term memory loss. in the previous previous post i said about me and nat talking about cockroaches or insects. and she told me she killed one of the ant with wings one.
and today i wanted to tell her that i killed another cockroach. i ask her did she remember what i told her before.. she didn't. but when i said about knowing her killing the ant with wings, she got shock that i know!

later i said :'sometimes i wonder how you remember our names'.
nat: '........................................................... oh.'

in that period of time, i think she thought that she forgot.

Bergembira =D

2009-11-09T22:36:00.002+08:00

sekarang, saya mau nangis. kerana baru baca something. saya sangat gembira. kerana saya nearly heart attack thought tak sampai. ingat postman tak tau tengok address. OMG. but sekarang tau sudah sampai selamat. kereta saya!

Cockroach mania.

2009-11-09T22:22:00.001+08:00

i just blogged about how i killed a cockroach. and i killed one cockroach in my mom's toilet yesterday. today, i wanted to go shower.. AND I SAW ANOTHER ONE! i freaked out thinking it was the same one. but heck i don't think it is. so i killed it anyway. again. just want to report. pray i don't see another one again tomorrow.

Low battery.

2009-11-09T18:49:00.003+08:00

me and nat was talking about killing insects today. and the most cruel way i think i have killed an insect was by pouring or squeezing cream on top of the insect or pour listerine. either one. or maybe both together. =D and there was this once where i killed an ant, and later saw the friend come and pick the body of the ant i killed, i felt so sorry! semut memang semangat!

on another note, WE FINISH CTR! omg! feels like holiday now. ctr= communication theory and research. it is a tough one to pass. though it feels like holiday, but it's not. another 4 more papers to go. dennis the menance is on now and i sooo love that show! but i can't watch cause i've got media writing tomorrow.

people still don't understand my saying/speaking/typing. apparently when i talk, i jump to talk the conclusion first, then introduction only i talk about content. or something like that.

Our memories they're haunted.

2009-11-07T14:48:00.005+08:00

yesterday, my mom ask me and sis to have our own dinner.. then after long deciding we went to ss15 street cafe. the korean food shop. After being long exposed to the korean videos that they were showing, they were not that bad. Not that i thought they were bad before but i didn't think i would like it at all. Me and sis had long talks about the english and korean side of singings and song styles and bands and others of all sorts.

Then! we wanted to go for taroballs. so we called along the skinny ah yeh- chin liang jit. which now have lesser time to spend with us because dia sudah 'bertunang' LOL. and he abuse me! omg he is very violent! he is the samurai sword. He tidak ber-man!
me and sis took our time looking for parking around 15. Damn the car infront of us always fight parking with us. ISH.

we rounded like 4 rounds and i saw ini laki sitting at starbucks. alone. on friday. with his white apple laptop and white earphones and white shoes. HAHAHAHA. observant eh? pass by sudah empat kali ma.. he was not super good looking but can consider not bad looking. the point i'm saying this is cause i just want to tell you i saw ini laki la. no main reason. haha. i need to go for HHH again! my standards are DROPPING!

snowflake was like pasar malam. such a small place but had so many people. but we only waited 5 minutes and our food was ready! speedy.

oh btw I LOVE PETAI! mom bought petai where 3 'sticks' cost 1.99 from carrefour. I don't find it smelly cause i don't think there's any smelly smell to that. And though i really like petai and I'm chinese, the nanny hates petai cause she thinks it stinks and she's malay. LOL. i thought malay ate petai in every meal. but anyway i just like petai. haha.

Just want to share my unobservable happiness of the guy in starbucks which is considered not bad looking in the world today and my love for petai.

I keep doing this endless typing where in the end I have no idea what I typed.

And if anyone found nat's purple and white thumbdrive, please give back the poor girl. All her hardwork is inside. If you took it on purpose just cause you think making her nervous is fun, someone's gonna sue you you asshole. But if you return it, you would have 3 minutes of peace before someone whacks you up. And if it was nat's own mistake.. Then no one has got anything to say. =D

one of my favourite. =D

to look for the happiness that was there again.

INTENSE!

2009-11-06T08:58:00.002+08:00

sekarang exam icg... everyone very intense woi... hahha. i now want to chao ad.. but sir don't let me go.. i have to sit for another 10 minutes... OMG! i haven't print my assignment weh.. i don't want later have to fight to go first.. then got class at 11 some more!!! ahhhhh. i pray pray the shop open earlier.. if not have to come back again.. now 9 already... sir still don't want to check.. FASTER LA SIR!

haiyo.. i very gan chiong want to go now.. i hope after ivy finish then can go already. LOL. nat now busy printing 'name cards'. faster!!! haiya. i want to go already. BYE!

2009-11-04T11:01:00.003+08:00

I'm in lab now with nat beside me and she was talking about how her blog was not updated although she did post some things. So i saw that she posted and went reading. all was fine until...

It say 'Why the street look like Chee Cheong Fan (China Town) here?'

i was looking and looking wondering which part says chee cheong fun. and i thought.. eh. i think it's suppose to be 'chee cheong gai'.

and yes. i think it is funny and i am fascinated with the mistakes that nat does because her mistakes actually mean something else. understand or not?

haiya. i just feel that it's funny la. not funny also pretend to laugh. bye bye

Busy Dizzy!

2009-11-03T18:15:00.003+08:00

Everytime i take a trip down to the dentist, I don't feel nervous. Actually i get pretty excited on what the doctor's gonna do next. Since i have a metal mouth. When i lie on the 'operation chair' (dunno what it's called),t i like to open eyes and see what goes in my mouth. yep. I picked up some braces tools name too! like mosquito, ligature wire and pucker. LOL. Everytime i see a tool go in my mouth i feel excited. But i'm also scared when the doctor uses the tool and it's so close to pinching my flesh. I got used to it that she wouldn't. However! today! she so called tweezed my lip with the tweezer looking like thing. Damn pain. I don't get my point.

Anyway, I found out today I have this thing for different flavoured chocolate in a box. In a box, if they have like few different flavours, I always TRY ALL before I surrender it to the fridge. Yep. I mean all. Then I will pick the ones I like and only eat those. Evil i know. So if the box have only two 'samples' of each, I'd prob finish the whole box in one go.

Everyone is pretty much stucked up with finishing ICG except for Eric since he claims he already finished. Mine's giving me a tough time but i enjoy doing it despite the time i have left. This week is suppose to be study week but I have studies NOTHING! and today is already tuesday! And I'm going to college tomorrow for progression check! which I have no progression on my background. OMG! Time is so short! The details are killing me but that's what gonna get me my marks. I have no IMMW notes since Ms. Gayatri deleted all from BB7! Lagi OMG!
I guess i gotta zoom in CTR and straight to ICC. I don't even know when is ICG theory test! I haven't study that too! ahhhhhhhh! And I keep forgetting that THIS FRIDAY IS ICG PRACTICAL! so many things to do!

gotta finish it soon.
Let's see what i gotta do
1. Finish ICG
2. Study finish CTR
3. Get IMMW notes!

doesn't look like a list i could finish soon. gotta go la! have to worry bout holidays also. Need go look for job or I'll get grilled.

LYZ! Good Luck with exam tomorrow!

*haha. see i so nice. wish you *

*so sad. yesterday nat called me, first thing she ask me to do is don't 'fat hao'. omg. terluka*

Yabble Babble

2009-11-01T18:35:00.003+08:00

I felt so successful today. I am not a very driving person cause we have three cars each for everone else but me. so mom only let me drive on sunday's to church. Today i drove from home to 16 then to my granddad's place then parked in pyramid then went to 15 for some taroballs which was heaven, drove back to pyramid and back home! say alleluia! hahahaha

i had fun today. walk around and saw nikki the sasa girl. which i think is nice and besides wanting to do business i can tell she does want to help skin problem people. i was so in the eating mood today after shopping me and sis went for tutti frutti. it is a yoghurt ice cream shop. Pricey though but filling. but it's fun for once in a while indulgence. =D other sis went and watch this is it which i saw the uncle who said he slept during the show. don't know if it was that boring but apparently the cinema was only half full. and on a sunday. no pictures. super lazy to take any. sorry!

hmm. getting pretty much broke since me and sis spend like tons on skin care which don't know if it is working or not yet. hahaha. but it is good 'invest' besides clothes that runs out! don't know what i'm saying but oh well.

it was funnn! wanted to go ginger tree for some mushroom after taroballs but it was close. so sad.

had fun anyway! off to more food now! hahahha. pray my uncle brought new zealand chocolate. it is AMAZING!

the time when i didn't want the bag already, they have stock and it looks fantastic as ever. now i want it. rawrr. having study week this week. oh yea!

TIMETABLE FOR DILOPMA IN COMMUNICATION FINAL EXAM 2009 (2nd semester)

Friday 6 Nov- ICG - 8.15-9.15 - Lab 3
Monday 9 Nov- CTR- 2.00-4.00pm - Multi Purpose Hall (MPH)
Tuesday 10 Nov- IMMW - 9.00-11.00pm - MPH
Wednesday 11 Nov- ICC - 2.00-4.00pm - MPH
Friday 13 Nov- MPP - 9.oo-11.ooam - MPH

I'm still looking for the pieces.

2009-10-31T21:11:00.004+08:00

I am a very loud and crazy person at times. But i definitely do not hide my anger or grudges against someone. (Not definitely... sometimes I still do cause when I talk I don't process what I say) I like to blog often about anything and meaningless things. Things that do not provide any information or learning skills to others. I am one who if i have a friend, treasure them till no end. This is one of my weakness that if i should say to lost a friend i would just run down. However if my friend was to be hurt, i would give my whole support and anything i could just do to help.

I am not picky in ways but fussy in ways. Like, I only eat onions if they are boiled with soup or when it's the fried onions onions. I don't eat them if they are fried with vegetables that sort of fried. There are things which I am not picky about but i would complain just cause i have no idea why. I do not hesitate to hug the friends i love or tell them i love them cause... maybe i do hesitate.

When my bad temper mode is on, I'd do things I regret, shout and throw my tantrum everywhere. Which now i would still like to learn how to control. I can go high on the mountain and drop down and cry in the next minute. But I am happy that I don't curse in every sentence i say now. Which is a major improvement compared to high school. Every sentence i say would definitely have at least 2 swear words. I still say it now, just not that often. I always ruin my first impression. I don't know if being too straight forward at the beginning would frighten someone or not, but I feel that it is an easier way to approach people. Telling them on first time that I am this loud and crazy girl.

There are many many times where I am very contradicting with myself because me, as an indecisive person cannot make up what i want or which side to stand on. I would consider myself at times to be a very conflicting and complicating person myself. I do not know what am I going after and what I want to achieve. I just have many things that I want to learn and know about. Does that consider as 'I know what i want to achieve'?

I still can't find myself. I still am in the process. Maybe you would think 18 is too old for me to not know what i want, but i dare to say, i really don't know what i want! I feel that i have still a lot more to learn before finding myself. What does finding myself means anyway? Does it mean I understand myself? Knowing my own character? I don't know. But i just know I change everyday. Everyday single day would make me up until the day I die.

And I am afraid to die. I am scared of leaving this world forever with only memories to bring me along and not the physical things i love and treasure once. I try to forget but I'm scared to leave. Just not yet. NO i'm not thinking of dying, but just the thought of leaving things I love behind and never coming back freaks me out.

I get jealous very easily but forget it in like 1o seconds. I don't revenge if I see someone better than me that has taken something away from me. But I would try to be better in order to be able to compete with myself and the other person that is better than me.

This is a weird post and I don't know if everthing of what i wrote is right cause i just typed whatever came to mind. Honestly I am not being emo. Just a long thought that ran through my head.

and just gotta fix the puzzle.

BTW, someone stole the crucifix from St. Peter's church. And since today is Halloween, well, guess these people are up to no good. Pray that no harm is done and I think that if the crucifix is gone, so be it. But we gotta believe in what we believe. Pray people!

Sin Kuo Wei. Happy Birthday!

New sun.

2009-10-30T08:15:00.002+08:00

felt like i just updated yesterday. mana tau sudah one week plus. listening to fly fm for 'supernatural' encounter since tomorrow is halloween~

i really wanna run to singapore now and hold my 'new arrival' baby cousin paige! hahaha. she.. erm.. 'drop in' yesterday at 6-7 something! wooohoo! can't wait! yayayayayya

i've been very slacky and moody these days. i think i am not having enough food.

next week study leave. pray pray i score. not doing very well for this sem. hmm.. oh. i forgot to update during my birthday also! hahaha. and met up with su, ping, ting and lyz! woooohoooo! so long never see them. i was so excited when i saw elyse i ran to her. LOL.

haih. i am nearing to 'i-think-i-wanna-delete-my-blog' already. not that i don't want blog, but want blog also nothing to say.

I'm Awesome. What's your excuse?

2009-10-23T08:23:00.009+08:00

yesterday was a crazy day! i was super stressful cause it was presentation, at first i was fine but when it was nearing i just got crazy. anyway it's over now! we did airline =D

nat, vi, ivy and me

vi. me

nat. ivy

after presentation, banyak stress already release. and then! suddenly amanda came in with a cake. so the usual bersemangat me also followed the others that was singing the birthday song. then i think think i ask nat who's birthday. and mana tau, itu birthday cake is for me. itu birthday song also for me! walao. i cry until can banjir already. haha. so fun though. it was a total surprise. thanks everyone! especially amanda, nat, ivy, vivien, abby, eric and kc. =D

also to everyone that wish me and ate the cake also, hope you like it. =D super surprise until today i'm not over it.

me and the present from the girls. love it!

thank you a million times again people! i love it and was definitely surprised! haha! thanks.

and i really had no clue cause i'm not in my birthday mood yet and my birthday is not only until this saturday la! nat won't be here that's why they did it yesterday. and i was so close to telling nat off for not telling me about this plan but later realized that it was suppose to be a surprise. so genius la me! haha

lunch with ms.mei yee

I'm not the big bully!

2009-10-21T17:35:00.002+08:00

I SO MISS BLOGGING LA!!!!!!!!! but everytime i come back i have no idea what to say! i've been going back to the rc craze cause now i can't find anything to do. i decided to reread my nanny book but i don't know if that will last for very long.

tomorrow got presentation! so gan jiong!
you know ah! i tell you all who are reading ok! i know i look like i got the big bully face, but right.. it is actually nat and vivien that always bully me one. always they hit me ah, nobody see one.. also don't know why! but when i hit them back cause they hit me first then people will say why i bully them!! so cham lor! even my family also say i go coll bully people one... sad betul la!

i just had bubble tea just now that i have been waiting to have since a week ago. so sien i got nothing to write. haih.. bye la!

2009-10-18T17:03:00.002+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1076235313071&ref=mf

you might wanna log in to facebook only watch that video. it kinda reminds me of what nat would do.

i'm just curious is it only my family that goes to giant and prob 40% of what we buy are drinks.

the weather sucks. so does what is going on in my brain. i think nat 'promoted' me again. LOL. thanks nat. =D

Berbonding. Anyone?

2009-10-17T18:33:00.002+08:00

been awhile since i slept for 12 hours. thanks to friday holiday i got to sleep 12 hours! yay! iron-ed 4 shirts in 3 hours. LOL. fast eh? i've not been exactly busy but not exactly free also. it seems there are more things to be settled than i think there is but less than i think there is.

i realize there are countless things that i wanna learn. just cause i wanna know what it feels like. definitely money is included to learn these things but sometimes it's just fun when you get to experience what the other person is talking about.

some people tend to think i am hyperactive. but i am not 247 on a sugar rush. i have mood swings and i only go crazy when i have a partner. lol. i don't wanna be crazy all alone. it sometimes is fun to just forget about certain things and 'live the moment'.

my post are all so boring i myself is starting to fall asleep. i might need to do more things. don't want to be so old lady. eat sleep watch tv. though it is pretty much what i love to do. damn! just check my camera and i have no pictures. so sad la!

2009-10-14T19:29:00.012+08:00

terima kasih! lol.

btw i'm not doing a comparing thing. just so you know.

Pixels.

2009-10-14T19:24:00.002+08:00

today we had a great catch up with mr.indie. and shocking things by vivien the weirdo. presentation next week. berganjiong. so many things happening la these days. also keep forgetting things.

it's the little things that count.
to some it doesn't matter.
to me, it does.

What more do you want?

2009-10-13T16:51:00.003+08:00

there's nothing much to say.
it is just the way it is.